Its a warm afternoon and I just realise that that there is nothing that I need to do ... no deadlines, no bills, no phonecall and yes even on a core level no commitments... Its every persons dream and my reality. Then I come around login on to the net and speak i.e convert my thoughts to words and speak to my imaginary friend who offers me no advice or emotional and no shoulder to cry on.... I only have a blank space where in to write my random thoughts in plain or sometimes filled with mistakes english....
I look and at the same time not look forward to my travel... a journy that will seal my fate .. something I had been avoiding for many years to come... I have had a many advice for friends,family and well wishers but it all comes down to what I decide... I can see all falling into place for everyone around me where they all have future plans and dream.... and then I glaze over at me in second person ... and I see no ... nothing!
Is it true?! Or am I in denial... well I will sleep over it and speak to you my Silent Friend.... Bye for now
- K
